I am confused.
I was nominated and now I am not.
That is all.
It reminds me of the time that I came second in the spelling contest at school and yet my name was not put on the list so I did not get a prize. Then when I told the Headmaster he said, never mind. I did mind. I was 11. I’m 36 now. This is probably pretty pathetic but there you go.
I feel a great sadness deep down in my soul.